Yes, MY Love. It's been about 4 years since my last relationship where I got back out there again. I was always so afraid of getting hurt that I just distanced myself from every male possible (unless he was family, or a gay friend of mine) in order to stay happy and focused on school. But just last year July of 2016, I met someone who is now my boyfriend and I give all the thanks to God.
God really works in mysterious ways. It's crazy how I prayed for a man of my desires and I got him within that same year! I really thought God had put me on mute. You have no idea how many times I would whine & cry because of how lonely I was. I hated it with a passion, but at the same time I had to be patient. If I wanted God to rush and find me someone to Love, it might not even have been love at all. The wait was worth it, putting my trust in God was the best thing I have ever done, because thanks to him, I met the Love of My Life.
We are now 5 months strong, and yes, I know it's just 5 months! But this is the happiest I've been since, well, forever. There's a strong feeling in my gut about this one. I know that him & I are going to be together for a long time because of the way we are when we're together. We aren't just two people in a relationship, but two people who are the best of friends. I love how I can just joke with him and he wont get offended. I love how he tells me exactly what's on his mind and that I can trust him with telling him whats on mine. I know in my heart that God made me wait 4 years, because he was finding someone meant just for me, my own special person.
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